I’m the Son of a King
I was working on a show the other day, and while behind the stage watching the actors something crossed my mind about how an actor was behaving. The character was royalty, and my thought was that the way their character was behaving was not as if they were royalty.
God spoke to me and said that I was, “The Son of a King.”
I asked Jesus to adopt me at one point, and my wife conveyed to me at one point that Jesus was proud of me and said “That’s my boy!” (which is what my belated grandfather used to say to me, so it felt personal).
My persona, having schizoaffective disorder is very much a battle with depression, (very very rarely a state of pre-psychosis) even being medicated doesn’t take you 100% of the way. So that makes me an overcomer.
Jesus told my wife that mental illness is 20% physical (chemical balances in the brain), 80% spiritual (Spiritual Battle). That checks with me accurately, because when I’m fasting and praying, like reading the bible every day, going through my prayer list, worshipping, talking to God, speaking in tongues, going to a spirit-filled church (found this one recently, and it’s making a huge impact. The first day I attended I had a stye which was swelling my eye almost shut, and it healed during service.), I tend to have a good day not defined by a medical label.
If it’s 80% spiritual, that means that I can worship my way into a better day. because 80 is greater than 20 by 75%, and we all know that you can put 20lbs on one side of a scale and it will quickly tip to that side, but if I then apply the 80lbs to the other side of the scale, then it, even faster than originally weighted, will snap in the other direction, probably even tossing the 20lbs off the scale.
When Jesus said, “You are the son of a King,” I immediately realized the way that I act, of being very timid and turning in on myself, and not talking to people, is very much not the way royalty should behave.
I’ve been telling myself that in social situations now, and I’m much more open. Jesus doesn’t light a candle and put it under a basket, he puts it on a lampstand and it shines throughout all the house (Matthew 5:15).
As stated in 1 Peter 2:9, Romans 8:14-17, Ephesians 1:5, John 1:12, etc… we are now part of his family, and if he is a king, that makes us royalty, and we should not be afraid to be us openly.